I shouldn’t have said a God Damn thing!!!
Feel like I’m regressing to that 15 year old kid who didn’t want to be around anymore.
The spring from my step is gone, I’m quieter and more reserve than I have been. Even the people at my work are commenting on how I’m not the same. They barely know me yet they can see that something is wrong. I’ve been feeling like this for months and you know I’m not a huge fan of talking about my feelings or being open about them, but I needing actually say something just so I have and can not mention this again.
I’m sick of smiling and saying I’m fine, laughing off my problems and thinking everything will be ok. I though I was just growing up and maturing, calming down etc, but no I’m not actually a 23 year old man, I’m a scared 15 year old kid.
I guess it true when they say that person making everyone laugh is the saddest person in the room…
Ugh I hate spending 80quid on shoes. It’s fucking Ridiculous how every pair of shoes I wear has cost between £50 and £100. This is why I never buy new shoes until I really have to.
My boyfriend is going through the cat tag on tumblr, I have a hard on but the cats are more important…
i’m eating chocolate ice-cream
for people who don’t know i’ve been feeling worse and worse the past few weeks and now i’m fucking crying and i feel like i’m 15 again.
I get depressed and stuff every couple of months when stuff builds up but this feels different. honestly feels like i’m getting to the end of all this.
When someone scream at you spoilers a year after the film came out, because they still haven’t seen it yet
You people who do that, FUCK YOU you have a month for movies, a couple of days for TV shows. Then it’s no longer spoilers. thats you just being a dick who’s not caught up, so people who have seen it have to not have conversations cause your “too busy” to watch something.
Books gets a week…
I was talking about Les Miserables when it came out cause i went and read the book and said and then everyone dies at the end. they gave me a ten minute lecture on spoilers and i was just like the books been out for over a hundred years read it you fucking uneducated prick.